| KYLE HENEBRY!!!!!!!! |
[Mar. 19th, 2006|06:51 pm] |
i need you to call me....and if u dont remember my number ill be really sad...but just in case 237.9414. i have some crazy things to tell u about aruba. i think u were following me...ill explain when u call!! i miss you!!!
----ames (what??!! i never call myself that...) |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|01:17 am] |
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heres a little update...
*this keyboard sucks some seriuos ass...as does the water pressure.
* we havent been ubducted....yet.
*tropical drinks are delicious.
* i have a little sunburn, but hope is turns to a tan by tommorrow.
* i saw like 6 giant iguanas chillin by the pool today. it was crazy.
* we were swimming next to some coke heads at the beach today, no lie. they didnt abduct us, so that was good.
* is anyone reading this? i hope so...it was really hard to type.
---amy |
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[Jan. 17th, 2006|08:59 pm] |
new email: amygoncalves@hotmail.com
keep in touch. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2005|11:33 am] |
me and cathy are currently chilling in the super quiet computer room at the library which we've made supre unquiet with out innsessent giggling and staring of akward photos.
im not as good at the quiet laugh as cathy is.
and now shes telling me about this girl who smelled like skunk. sweet.
i should be doing something productive....i should be in math class... |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
im jealous of my little brother...is that bad?
so i went and looked at an apartment up on southampton road today. it wasnt too bad. its pretty far away from everything in westfield, but really close to holyoke..which is good for me. its right down the street from work and school. and when im at westfield state it wont be too bad of a drive. its alright...im going to have amy look at it and see what she thinks. its not very nice looking from the outside, but its nice inside. its pretty big. i dont know. i just want to move. i dont even care anymore. i drove by the place on union street and the for rent sign was gone. so there goes that idea. oh well.
i went to work today to get my check and went to petco to get some stuff. its pretty much the first time ive gone out since ive been sick. i got some dirty loks at b&n. big suprise. i felt like shit. i couldnt even stand in line in cafe..i had to go sit down while kara got stuff. i thought i was going to pass out. i suppose i havent eaten much in the past few days...so i guess that wouldnt help much. but not im back home, trying to clean a little before justin comes home from the beach. my room has been discusting this week. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|07:43 pm] |
ive decided that i really dont like the house that i am living in now. i dont even know why, but i just feel really uncomfotable. maybe its because mrs. daley told me that she needs me to move out. or because i dont talk to anyone wo lives there. its so weird that bridget hasnt even been there most of the time ive lived there. if i had known that was how it was going to be i probably wouldnt have moved in in the first place. i dont like living by myself. i also think im feeling this way because justin has been gone. hes usually at the house with me, maybe im just lonely. i dont know. i just just cant wait tofind an apartment, and move out and get to know my new roomate. i think its going to be really fun and exciting. i feel like ill be starting over...i feel like i need that. i came to my parents house to get out of my house. ive been here for a few hours now. i might just stay over. i feel better being here. i just think i cant be alone...is that bad? i want to be here because it seems like my mom wants me to be here. last night i was so sick, and all i wanted was someone to take care of me. i need people. i dont know if i like that. is that normal? i dont like feeling so dependant. i really cant wait to get out of the house, and move into the new apartment. i cant wait to buy new furniture, and decorate my new room, and get to know amy. i just cant wait to start over.
i just read susie's journal entry and it really made me think. i feel like i have this need for everyone to like me, and i know thats not possible. i know that some people that i consider to be my friends dont even like me. thats become very obvious lately. and it really hurt me. but now i just realize that they dont have to like me. i have justin, who loves me and supports me and makes me feel good about myself. and i know that some of my "friends" dont like him, but i do. and that should be enough for them to accept him. hes the best person to have come into my life in a while. so thank you susie...youve helped me really realize some things that ive been thinking about for a while.
i just need to learn how to be mean to people that treat me like shit. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|12:54 pm] |
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im sick...and lonely. i got so depressed last night. its the worst when ur sick, and theres nobody to take care of you. i want justin to come back from south carolina. i miss him. kara came over to bring me some ginger ale...thank god. i couldnt get out of bed. i just wish i knew what was wrong with me. i feel a little better today...but im not going to work.
anyways....im bored. ill probably call about some apartments. mrs. daley said she needs me to move out by october 1st.it was really weird. but at least i was already planning on moving out. i think me and amy are going to actually look at some places next week. i hope we can find something good.
im going to call one right now. i dont even know what to say...? oh well.
--amy |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
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im so bummed out now. i went to my moms house to talk about the possibility of me moving back in in the fall or something, and she was pretty stupid about it. while i was there i realized that i really really dont want to live there again, and i really dont want to have to. i wish that i knew someone who was in a similar situation as me...i really do. i mean, im pretty sure i coulod stay here until like january, so i guess i dont hav eto rush anything, but i just want to figure it out.
im just really upset about nthe whole situation right now. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|06:46 pm] |
i miss people. and i dont feel like they miss me.
pathetic. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|11:10 am] |
i got a computer, i got a computer!!!
and i have a cute kitty for a while.
its raining really hard. im bored. maybe ill go to b-town.
anyone need a roomate??? i need to get out of this house. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2005|01:02 pm] |
i wish i had my own computer so that i could update this and get all of the cute comments from people right after they send them.
things have been awesome, i really cant complain.
sarah (and anyone else who wants to call me...unless yourew creepy..) my number is 413-237-9414. i miss you!!
i hate that some of my friends have turned into the biggest hypocrites ever. just because youre happy doesnt mean that other people arent. stop trying to rub things in her face. arrrrrrrrrrrrggghhh.
anyways...ive been to camp twice this summer, and i miss it a little. well, not really. but i miss some of the people that ive seen a lot.
mk- we really should hang.
anyways. itll probably be a while before i check this agian. just wanted to say whats up. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|01:02 pm] |
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i havewnt updated and/or looked at this journal in a while. i feel like kind of a loser. ive pretty much shut myself out from the outside world for a while, im sorry.
things are good though.
carrie...i just got your comment, and added you. i miss you. maybe we should hang out????? haha
i dont even know what to write about, i dont really have anything going on at all.......................................
i miss people though. just wanted you all to know.
call me if you wanna do something. |
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[May. 19th, 2005|12:08 pm] |
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last night was kinda lame, im sorry.
i got home from grocery shopping, decided it would be a good idea to take a shower....laid down on my bed...and there was no getting up after that. i didnt answer my phone...just laid there. lame.
im so excited that im about to take my last final in about 20 minutes, and then ill be done. i love summer.
i hate that when im sitting outside at school im terrified that ill see you. i just dont want to talk to you, or have an akward moment...i just dont want to see you. i wish you would just move somewhere far away. or maybe i should..hmmm..
im going to new jersey on sunday night to go see my sister. its been a while since ive gone there to see them, so im kind of excited. its a good way to start off my summer i think.
well i have to go...time to take my final almost and im starving. maybe i can find some food.
CATHY--lets hang out soon. do something....OUTBACK!!! call me |
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[May. 10th, 2005|11:53 am] |
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i feel a weirdness with some of my friends...is there a weirdness? i hope not. i know that ive been distant and all about my boyfriend lately and im sorry. i dont mean to be weird. im trying to change that...i promise. im sorry. |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|11:57 am] |
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school is almost over and i couldnt be happier. im so excited. i just want it to be summer so that i can just work and have the rest of my time to do what i want--i plan on reading a lot, im going to go to the beach this year..i swear, an di m going to spend so much time with justin (6 months today :)) i just cant wait. then one semester left of hcc hell...and then westfield state. im excited.
tonight is alkaline trio- should be fun.
cinco de mayo on thursday at cathys.
good times. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2005|01:44 am] |
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ive decided, even though i got another lame email, that i shouldnt be bitter. it does make sense, and idont even know why i should be mad about not talking to him. i think im mostly mad about spending so much of my life with him. we have grown up and apart, and thats fine..but i wish that i had known back then what a waste of time it was. it just wasnt a healthy relationship...and it sucks that i put myself through it. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:09 am] |
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i hate you and the person you've become.
how can you be so cold to someone who you claimed you were in love with for so long?
youre a piece of shit.
i wasted my adolescense... |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
i hate livejournal. no time to update.
and when you really think about it...its kind of lame. (no offense to anyone who may take offense.) |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:54 pm] |
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im so sick of the drama, so...........
FRIENDS ONLY...........
comment to be added.
i cant deal anymore. im gonna do you a favor since you hate me so much....now you CANT read this. ...assholes...
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|11:40 pm] |
so im kind of sad.
last dragnet show tonight. it was cool, i saw so many people that i havent seen in forever....and ill probably never see again.
dustin is a completely different person, its so sad. watching them play was so weird. it seemed like he was the same old dustin...but he definitely wasnt. its like the old dustin died....i dont even know who he is anymore. so strange.
it really made me realize how much better i am without him. seriously...its a good thing that it ended when it did. it went on for too long, i cant even imagine hanging out with him now.
..but thats sad. i want the old dustin to come back...just for a little while. that would be so cool.
but i sa so many people that i havent seen in forever. hung out with carrie and lyndsay...saw wynn, and mckenna, and kakos, wyld t....it was intense. and i saw matt howard (*sigh*)haha.
no but it really was ok. just a little akward. oh- and misty hates me now officially. sweet.
OOOOOOO and i hung out with kara for a little while. i miss her so much!!!! so that was awesome.
ok gotta go take a fucking shower. ugh.
--amy |
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